i have gone through a lot in my life, i have been lucky yes, but no matter your background…things can get unmanageable.
most of my teenage years was consumed with eating disorders and pain that have caused the current rift in my family. and while living alone in japan, i have gained weight and i am still uncomfortable being 130 pounds. but as my 22nd birthday approaches, i have to come to terms with the fact that being 110 pounds is not possible. i need to learn to be comfortable with how i look and realize that my body is my vehicle, not my life.
in the last year of my college education, to my best friends, be patient with me. i am going to make a conscious effort to live life in my current body and realize that this is what my body should be like.
i appreciate the love and constant caring attention i have received from my best friends throughout this terrible time in my life.
y mai 1 young coworker gotta b a dick 2dae??~
so. i bought these in japan thinking, these look fuckin sweet i should try them~! went out for my morning cigarette first thing, found they were unfiltered. i was feeling dangerous, then immediately threw up. had to clean up my meguro apartment stairwell at 7:30 am on a friday morning. my life~